Project Placement 1: Where I’m At

A cup of hot coffee turned ice cold.  I still drink it, dependent on its chilly bite for a few more letters hacked out on the page.

Children’s color-coded love notes pinned to the wall, I’ve waited lifetimes for these.  Even the baby, old enough to tell me she isn’t, proclaims her mastery of the arts, “See! See, Mommy, I did that!”  And she did.  Whatever marker scribbles taste like, she did that too with gusto.

I have a corner in a room that for five years has been the undertaker of all things not easily categorized–old journals, maternity clothes, magic cards, wedding paraphernalia, baby shoes, poster frames.  Our basement is at capacity.  Our extra rooms are spoken for.  The attic is questionable.

We did things backward I’ve been told.  When you buy a house you should take care of the bedroom first, this is where you will be resting, where you will recover and recoup.  We did as most proud new home owners do, take care of the places people see.  It seemed reasonable, the first floor is where the living happens.

Then there were the babies.  We spared nothing on fun and function in their sweet little rooms.

Though the house has little to no curb appeal, (as proof we were ready to walk away before stepping in on that frozen January noon), the inside is warm and inviting, cozy.  A three bedroom Dutch Colonial replete with hip roof and breakfast nook, it’s achingly minimal on closet space.  We’ve had to be inventive.

Finally, after bustling over clothes baskets and baby bibs, we loaded up the donation bags and cleared out the overstock.  Once our room uncluttered I found myself organizing, decorating even.  This isn’t to say it’s a finished work, not even close.  I can’t stand the color of the walls, all robin’s egg blue and sea foam green, and our bed (blushing here) doesn’t even have a frame.  But there is order, a new openness, a brightness where once there were moving boxes.  It feels hopeful.

And this place, this is where I’m at–a corner of one’s own.

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About E. Victoria Flynn

E. Victoria Flynn is a mother and a writer living in Southern Wisconsin. Published in a variety of venues, Victoria is currently writing the first in a series of three fantasy novels based on Cornish folklore. When not taking part in a shrieking dance party or engrossed in her own little fictions, Victoria is keen on art, the natural world and people unafraid to explore their own brilliance.
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10 Responses to Project Placement 1: Where I’m At

  1. evf says:

    Ha ha! Thanks,Anna. By the way, I love that picture of you 🙂

  2. evf says:

    Hey Christi, Do you want to know something ultra cool about that black frame on the wall? I actually won the artwork from Brain, Child mag for responding to the "Talkback" a few months ago. Got my name in their illustrious pages one way or another 😉

  3. Wow, I love that! So exciting! And, a great piece of inspiration for your writing space.

  4. angelica says:

    love your corner. I think it essential to have a corner to oneself. love the de cluttering, jealous of it. one of these days I'm just going to throw the whole lot out. depending on the mood the kids might stay

  5. evf says:

    Thanks for stopping by, Angelica. It is so important, but man, it can be difficult getting up the energy to get things done. We've had a sudden change in weather here and the drudging extreme heat has gone leaving behind blissful 75 degree days. It's made all the difference in everyone's attitudes 🙂

  6. alwaysmomof4 says:

    I'm inspired by your wonderful description of laying claim to a corner all your own. I'm determined to eek out a space dedicated to me and my writing. Right now my laptop and I travel from room to room. I like your way better.

  7. I love it! V. I have a corner like that, too. 🙂

  8. evf says:

    Thank you, ladies 🙂 My laptop still travels during the day, but when there is a chance to stop I'm glad to have a place to land. It took quite a while to find the right place and the right "desk". Thanks so much for stopping!

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